I've Come to a conclusion...

I need a new girlfriend...I don't ask for much she just has to know where she is going in life already, be 18 - 24 and fully supportive of me as I will do the same for her. I'm tired of games and bullshit excuses, I've heard it all...like "You really did treat me right, but, I've never had that before so I didn't know how to act" and "I felt it was too good to be true..." "I've have things that I have to work on..." well, every girl that I have ever been with knows I am in it for the long run and on top of that I am so tired of the sorry excuses! If you know you have trust issues all your life, why would you even get into a serious relationship without at least mentioning that to your parter? Another thing is that with my last relationship she had a problem with being shy and antisocial...I didn't have a problem with that, but, I actually felt I could take her around my family to meet them, which is like a big day for any guy. The guys are always nervous on days like that because they are worried about how the family will look at the girl...and it will reflect back on him as well and this isn't something I'm making up of course. It's merely common sense, as I have asked many friends and they've all said the same thing. I just am tired of thinking about her...I need to move on, it's been a while since I've had someone to hold and I am hoping this time when I give myself to someone that they actually deserve it.