Yeah so just by the title alone you should be able to guess that this is gonna be a very very long entry. First off we need to go back to October 30th (My last entry), I wrote a lot that day, its like I couldn't stop writing, but, I did encounter a lot of problems that day.
- My New found friend Cassandra that I wrote about in that entry decided that she couldn't talk to me anymore because of her moms bickering.
- I had quite a few arguments with Brooke that day as well.
- The Library was having with their network which I am much more qualified to fix, than the guy they have working there, I offer to fix it for free and they said "NO."
- I hadn't started to feel the effects of my breakup as of yet.
- I was in my, I know what I need to do with my life now mode and I was pretty much tuning everything out.
- I still was searching for a job and I had received no phone calls or emails from any of the places I applied to.
So, now, knowing that I should have left the library early that day some how I gained a 1 day addiction to the internet since I was so deeply indulged in conversation with Brooke, Cassandra, Alexis and everyone else. On top of that I was still trying to squeeze in more job applications before I left. So I finally ended up staying until closing at the library and shit. Everyone at the library has known me since I was like ya-hi. So as I began to pack up, I received goodbyes from everyone as usual and then I proceeded out the door.
Now, I am walking out the door and down the street and for those of you that don't know October 30th (the night before Halloween) is considered "Mischief Night" or "Mystery Night," the night when all living objects disappear from the streets and reside within the household. Now I had stayed out late previous years on Mischief Night but, I was nothing more that a mere target for eggs being thrown, nothing more serious. But, this particular year was much different, I was attacked by to larger males and my phone was stole, I was cut on my had...came out of the battle with a bloody nose and was sent to the hospital. Now, Irvington is no safe town at night of course but, it nights like Mischief Night that just give people the reason to just go out and do shit like that. I have since recovered and I am now trying to get other things straight in my life.
Right now, I am trying to figure out what's going on with myself and my ex. We have been spending time together for the last few days and stuff, talking about things or whatever you want to can it. However, I am still single and so is she, I am in some type of way still attached to her (I know you guys are like "WOW, a guy is attached to a girl?!") well yeah if you haven't done so already ready the preceding post below about "Nice Guys Finish Last...Period.," that I wrote.I am a very nice guy and I am one of those rare ones that would go all out for a girl just to see her happy. I'm like the guy in "300" that for the queen, I don't care what I have to go through, I will do whatever it takes to make that special lady of mines happy. The only problem with that is that, there are so many controlling and abusive guys making it bad for me and others like me, that all that women are becoming independent and/or lesbian now-a-days. Now, the main problem with that is it's been tough finding a job and I have been jobless for a while so that made it all the more harder to achieve but, I did everything I could to make her happy. I am now with a job, I start working on Thanksgiving, (go figure)...anyways, I do love Brooke, but, our relationship is in suspense like a good horror book and I don't know what the future holds, though I am not really looking for a girlfriend I never know if one will just pop-up but, as much as I want to get back with Brooke, it's like things just got a little more harder because my cousin from Georgia is trying to hook up with her now. The show a lot of chemistry so I don't know where thats going, but, I am not gonna wait to get hurt. I have a lot on my mind and though I am a cancer and we have a fear of being lonely damn it I will be single to get my shit together for as long as it takes. I have been talking to Alexis B. a lot lately and I really want to hook up with her to get these production plans in motion. She has a lot of good ideas and all and I told her I can help better her editing skills and stuff. So, now I am just waiting to see what happens while I work hard to make other things get off the ground. My first check is going toward a cell phone, and paying the internet bill, after that the rest goes in the bank to start some type of budget for Katastrophic Pruduqkshunz and with that budget I am going to really start stuff rolling, I already know what new cameras I am going to buy for the video department, I have to buy a Nikon D200 at least for the photography and I have to get some better equipment for the Audio department, on top of that I need to get WKPRadio back up and running and all this stuff has to be rolling by at least January.
Ok, so this part is like a blog within a blog...
So you want to know the life of an entrepreneur? Well, more specifically the life of this entrepreneur? I have a lot to do within the next few weeks month and a half, I have to save money, I have to hire people, I have to buy equipment, keep track of it, see if I can get my movie scripts done, set up photo shoots with models that have been waiting to work with me for a long time and if thats not enough, draw up a real business plan, register my company as a Corporation or L.L.C., then make sure I keep everything moving smoothly.
But, yeah that is pretty much my life from 10/25/2007 until now...
