Boredom wrapped in Twizzlers

Yeah, as you may have guessed, I am bored and I also want some Twizzlers. I need to really get myself together, I gotta go back to school, find a Job and Move out or away from here. I can Stand New Jersey anymore, a lot of you may not know that I have been planning to move away to the UK, preferably London, England...and a lot of people ask me, "why the UK?," "What's there but lots of rain and gloomy days?" Well...I don't know, i have always wanted to move there and I've made up my mind I am tired of ideas floating around in my head. I have begun to grab then and tie them to my to do list, I need some structure in my life, this is one more reason I'm single at the moment. I need to get myself together, before bask in others trails and tribulations.
The only way I will stay here in the US is if i get one of two jobs I am really set on doing. Well, actually 3...

1. Firefighter - Resaon: I've always wanted to be a "hero" (not a guitar hero) and save someone's life.

2. Electrical Lineman - Reason: I have always been facinated with electronics and electricity and I want to contribute my hand to this country in some way. (I know thats cheesy but, it's me.)

3. Technician - Reason: The job pays $23.96/hr. <--- Need I say more?



Last Resort? Yes, Like most of us I have one.

Should any plan I have chosen above not work, I will enlist in the military.


Yes, i said it military...when I was going through my depression and suicidal stages, I way planning to them but, one thing was stopping me...(so maybe it's good i didn't graduate just yet?)

They say behind every Strong man is a good woman...I 'm not sure if I let her go or not. We all learn from are mistakes so I just have to see how things play out. Besides, If we are meant to be together we will right?

Maybe, it could be me too...maybe I'm not ready for long-term relationship yet, (afterall I am still somewhat young), I don't know what's going on.